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| The nature is just amazing. Yesterday (9.6.2006) the weather was just inclement. Rained cats and dogs for the whole day. In fact, it has been raining since Tsuen Ng Festival or even earlier. Very annoying. Black rain storm warning was hoisted at the afternoon.
Before noon, my colleague called me to see a baby bird which fell together with the nest from a tall tree due to the very heavy rain. It was so tiny and weak. It looked as if it was just coming out from an egg. It almost did not have feature and its eyes were not yet open!
My colleague gave me a cloth to wrap it up and I tried to feed it with some bread and rice. I successed and then took it home after work.
Ada came to have dinner with me and see the little bird. I fed it with bread soaked with water and meshed banana when it opened its mouth every 10 mintues. Its dejecta seemed good. I expected that its internal organs were not hurt by the fall and functioned well. It seemed that it had already went past the most difficult situation.
I did not sleep well but could not hear its cry for the whole night. Still alive but did not willing to eat. I then brought it with me to work since there was no one at home to take care of it.
I showed the little bird to my colleague and we found something very wrong. It was cold and stiff!! I put it in my palm and hope that it would get warmer. 15 minutes later, it opened its mouth finally and I immediately put some food inside. However, it seemd that it wanted more so that did not close the mouth. However, I realized that it was not asking for food but blowing. I was scared and desperated. I tried to comfort it and hope that it could go smoothly. Its mouth opened larger and larger each time. I knew that it was suffering but it was quiet. Another 30 minutes past. I found some blood was soaking out from its little throat when it was blowing. I decided to bury it even it did not yet die. I hope that my decision was correct.
Goodbye my little baby bird. I'm sorry that I could not give you as if what your mother gives you. But I had already tried my best. Hope that your dream could bring you a picture of this world. | | |
| "一追再追，追蹤一些生活最基本需要，原來早不缺少......"
Yes, I think everyone is chasing for the basic needs for living. What are those basic needs? Clothes, food, live, transportation. To what extent? Gucci, bird's nest, Bel-Air on the Peak, Benz, or outlets, home-made, a warm shelter, public transport / bicycle. What do you want? Basic needs or luxuary items? Everyone has the right and chance to choose and fight for. But it is not wise to make the loss greater than the gain. Time, family, friends, pets, love vs work, money, luxuary items......we are not deficient indeed. | | |
| I hate school holidays. Originally, I want to be a mother-like manager but it seems doesn't work. No regression ---> no deal?? I think it is fair to both of the ground staff and the managerial grade. However, they may not understand such underlying mutual relationship and think that all managerial officers are selfish and foolish as well. That's hard to understand but reasonable. They should have been managers some days ago if they do understand.
I'm tired. Tired to the extent that I could not control my temper. Indeed I have much dating and entertainment these days. But I'm without a companion at most time. You did not think that it's a big deal but I did. I beat you do not know what I'm angry at until now although you think you do. The situation would not be improved until you could well prioritize your work, training, entertainment, and me. Or maybe you've already prioritized but the outcome disappoints me. Then, such situation could never be improved. I've already regressed to the most extent. But that's still no deal. Just forget it. | | |
| The first tutorial was started yesterday night. His situation was much worse that I thought. In conclusion, he did not have any idea in English. "They" did not know each another. He did not know even the vocabularies such as "nose" and "very", which, should be learnt in primary school or kindergarten. It's really a tough job. We started from 18:15 and finished until 20:45 for dinner!! Hope that I can sustain.
Ball Ball seems very used to the life in Shun On......My Mom still gives excessive amount per meal which finally become debris in the rubbish bin. That does not only waste food but also my $ as well!! I blamed her again. A traditional housewife who always worries her kids (remember that's a dog only in this case) do not have enough food to eat. But that in turn wastes a lot of food which is enough to feed the hungers. Ridiculous.
I hope that today's working time would soon past. I'm long for playing outside. | | |
| When my parents were touring around Europe, Mr FONG finally took up his duty as a father. He went to the Parents' Day of Mr FONG Little's school. The teacher-in-charge told Mr FONG that Mr FONG Little should have English tutorials in order to catch up with the standard. Ada suggested asking Condy but whom did not interested because of the unmatched time. So, I'm thinking of myself. I can be his tutor to earn more $ and see Ball Ball more frequently as well. But, before making the suggestion, I should think twice if I'm patient and stable enough to sustain since I don't want to drop out. Let's see......
Yesterday night, I made several phone calls back home but in vein. Finally I could get contact with Mr FONG whom told me that Mom was sick and went to the Emergency Unit of United Christian Hospital. It was already 23:30 when they were back to home. She had gastroenteritis. A common disease but they had to waste 5 hours to get the diagnosis and medicines. Poor Mr FONG who fotunately did not need to go to school the next day. Is this an abuse case? It's really difficult to understand the rationales of using EU rather than seeing a private doctor. Cost? Convenience? Underestimation to the severity of the disease?
I've called home just now (13:30) and Mom was still sleeping. Mr FONG told me that Ball Ball had not had his breakfast yet. Yet!! Yes, I want to make a change. A difficult change. Hope that I will success at last. That is the most meaningful thing that I can do for Ball Ball. | | |
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